Apparently there is much to learn about a blog which is why this is “Like a Virgin part 2”. I have NO idea what I am doing here! But you learn as you go along I suppose.
As I sit here watching the finale of The Bachelor, I think…Is there really a love like the one you see on this damn show?? I mean, I can feel their love sitting on my couch! I can feel the love! BUT is it really out there, outside of reality TV? Outside of all of the fancy helicopter rides and tropical vacations?? One can only hope.
I used to be a hopeless romantic and I think that one day I will be again but a lot has happened to get me to the place I am today, and I guess that place is that of a tough girl. I have always told my BFF that it will take a very special person to pull out the sweet, caring, shirt off your back girl that I once was. A VERY SPECIAL PERSON!!!! And honestly, I’m not even sure she is still in there, at least not all of her.
My past has hurt me. Has lied to me. Has betrayed me. Has made me sink to the bottom where all of the rocks lie (or is it lay? see not much one for grammar) Either way, I have steel walls built for me by the person I thought I would spend my life with. The one person that was supposed to make sure all walls stayed down for good. Well, clearly that went to hell in a large hand basket! Because I’m sitting here, typing this damn blog about to tell everyone about all of the crap that has happened in my life and about all of the adventures in dating, etc. that I have experienced and wondering if I’m the only one that has gone through this craziness…
Hopefully you can relate and share some of your stories or maybe I can help you in some way. I am great at giving advice! And terrible at taking my own advice! Do as I say, not as I do, right??
Anywho, that’s all for tonight. Need some sleep so I can wash, rinse, repeat tomorrow. Goodnight my dears 😉 Until we meet again.